Hidey-ho internet neighborino, I wanted to drop a line today to say that my thesis is due on Monday, hence my lack of a vlog or regular post for today. My mind has been elsewhere, you know, on polishing my 120 page magnum opus! Just kidding. Not really.
Sometimes I get down on myself when I don’t turn out something at least mildly compelling for people to read on Wednesdays but, like I hope everyone else is doing, I’m trying to give myself some room to err (some air to err?) given the COVID nightmare and the fact that my Masters is coming to a close IN SIX DAYS!
Of course, I’m devastated to not be attending a ceremony in a cap and gown and then celebrating with loved ones while wearing something sparkly afterward, especially since I haven’t seen my siblings since July (meltdown 2k19, make some noise *club horn*). Alas, that is not my lot this May.
I’ve worked very hard the past two years on my memoir about me, my brothers, parents, and mental illness and the unbelievable baloney we’ve been through. I’ve labored, cried, given up, been inspired, recommitted, and a million other things, repeat. It’s exhausting and such a gift to sit down and crank out a story I believe is crucial to tell.
After thesis and graduation, next comes querying agents for representation- an arduous next step. But, I do hope to share a chunk of my thesis with those on Patreon. It’s not to be exclusive, but it’s a safer space for me since what I write about my family is sensitive and vulnerable, to say the least.
Anyway, stay tuned for some more hot goss in Bailey and Rick Talk at You: Episode 4 soon. We got some really great questions from a couple of you that I look forward to exploring.
Wednesday posts cover something that’s top of mind for me that week and are written in a short period of time. This means that editing is not strong. While it’s not my best work, it is my best, unfiltered thought.
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